When a Crisis of Faith Does Good

Faith in Crisis

A crisis of faith gets your attention. The believer hits a brick wall, a difficult time in their spiritual journey. His or her walk of faith is hard, the path unclear. An uneasy battle commences between the believer’s thoughts and feelings, beliefs and questions. Internal conflict wages. Doubt surfaces.

Uncertainty and angst interject in the daily. Fear and dread are a constant. A crisis of faith demands individuals take a look at their beliefs. They may say they’re done, and jump ship. Maybe after some deliberation, or maybe not. They may begin deconstructing their spiritual beliefs. They are figuring out what they will abandon or hold onto regarding their faith journey.

What is almost guaranteed is that the crisis of faith and what it does in their life changes them in their perceptions and understanding of matters of faith, the faith community, and God’s part in it all. The end result sees an altering in the person’s walk of faith. The crisis, when it comes, may be a private matter or it may be public. It may draw the person deeper in their faith, or it may be a dramatic exit from their Christian way of life.

A Crisis Shakes You

Will their faith survive? Will they continue on believing in God and the tenants of the faith, or are they, in fact, done, done? A crisis of faith can come from almost any direction, from both internal and external factors. Serious doubts about the faith community, in God, or His goodness often accompany the crisis.

Maybe it’s you, or it was you. You realize straddling the fence is not an option. You can’t play it like a game. You can’t pretend like your faith is something real when deep inside you’re questioning what you believe. Well, not for long, anyways. You can’t talk the talk and walk the walk if you are not positive your faith is legitimate.

Maybe that’s not it at all. Other set-backs which lead to crises of faith are more like explosions, and less like doubts. Something happens that shakes the person to the core. They might be hurt emotionally, wounded relationally, and frustrated spiritually. The crisis somehow upends them. They’re left reeling from the impact. There’s usually only one way through it: Hang on, go with it, and look for a place to land. No avoiding some things.

A Crisis Stops You

A battle that’s waging can be all over the map; One that’s not very pretty, but one that I would say is necessary to the faith journey. A crisis, one that is real and not an excuse to bail, navigates an unusual path. During the crisis of faith, some face a difficult, complicated situation loaded with fear, angst, anger, and even betrayal–only to find a new day has dawned in the process of dealing with it. Now they know God is enough in the deeper struggle, and that truth, indeed, set them free.

True faith continues to believe on some level even when the crisis comes. This faith expects God to intervene in the situation. Steadfast resolve determines to see the crisis through until answers are found. This requires their self to look at everything with critical discernment and with an air of detachment. They are wise to ask trusted friends to pray for them. We all need support during a crisis.

A Crisis Teaches You

Instead of faith demobilizing and ending in defeat, the person in crisis mode may discover a renewed vision. This comes as the crisis spends itself. God and His ways become clear in the process of devouring His Word, along with time spent searching for answers.

A true, honest, open-ended search for answers involves praying, crying out to God, reading, learning, listening, seeking. Talking with caring, strong people of faith is wise and productive. They have insights coupled with experience. Introspection and honest delving deeper reveals what has not been seen or understood before. For this person, the crisis, when passed, results in his or her spiritual walk revitalizing and becoming stronger.

Best of all, the crisis can open doors to enter into vital relationship with Christ. Peace at the center and sweet fellowship with God become a reality, delighting the soul, the icing on the cake. Father God has come so close that the person now knows the beauty of tender union as a beloved child of God.

A Crisis Brings Clarity

But that reality is not always the case. Some abandon their faith altogether. Their questions and doubts lead to unbelief, a denial of Christ as meaningful in their lives, and a distancing from Christianity. They walk away and leave it all behind, accompanied by bitter feelings. Some do a lot of blaming, bashing, and name-calling.

I hear their voices on social media. I read their stories across the web. Some are angry at those they used to fellowship with. Rightly or wrongly, I’m not privy to know. Some had ministries they’ve abandoned and books they’ve written that refute what they used to believe. The most notable but by no means the only is Joshua Harris of I Kissed Dating Goodbye fame.

A Crisis Provides an Opportunity

Strange as it may sound, I’m not angry with those whom have left the faith. I think they would rather be honest than fake. Some have disbelief and unbelief now. I truly am sad for them. I wish they had found Jesus to be their ‘enough,’ to be their real, personal Jesus. Jesus Christ cares so much for them. He died that they might live. I pray they will give Christ another glance, and that one day they will be restored to faith and full joy.

My own crises of faith have varied. They’ve not been about whether God exists. Mine have been caused by personal circumstances that overwhelmed to the point that my heart and being were negatively affected. Church shifts, problems, and situations have contributed to a crisis or two. The thing happens, the disconnect occurs, the emotions kick in, the examining begins, the thing is considered, a struggle ensues, a spiritual lesson is learned, the thing then aligns in my thinking. Crises of faith have brought about change in me in areas that benefited from them; even in how I view the Church at large.

This is about you. Don’t be afraid of a crisis of faith. Crises are quite common. Most Christians experience one or more in their walk of faith. A crisis of faith is harder than hard, and you feel all alone. A crisis of faith causes you to examine your faith, beliefs, and most importantly, your ‘why.’ A crisis draws you deeper. Though, if you aren’t prepared for it, serious doubt will try its best to topple you.

A crisis of faith actually frames an opportunity to strengthen your faith.

I wish you well on your spiritual journey. Remember, nothing is wasted in God’s kingdom. Everything has a purpose. Please pray for those who need a refreshing in their faith or a work of God in their lives. Thank you.

God bless you and keep you. May His face shine upon you.

Spiritual Growth is in Dimensions

God Always Draws You Further Still

SPIRITUAL MARKERS: If you have been a believer for any length of time, you know that your spiritual life is more like a journey. In your journey you come to divine appointments with God. He stops you. You are given a choice, to follow or to turn away. Each one is significant.

Spiritual Life has Significant Markers

Spiritual life has times when the remarkable happens. Your life is led up to a point. The Holy Spirit touches you deep within. It affects you mind, heart, and soul. Something happens in you that is life-changing real. You take a step forward and mature deeper in your faith.

My Spiritual Markers: My spiritual life has five significant markers. Each is like a stepping stone indicating its relationship to its source. My ‘source’ is spiritual. God is my Source. He is my Sustainer and Keeper.

5 Markers that Transformed My Life

Marker 1: Salvation through Christ: At age 7, I realize my need of a Savior. I believe in Christ and pray to accept His gift of salvation for my soul. Baptism soon follows. This happens at the conclusion of family devotions with my mother. My brother also accepts the Lord. This is during the Bay of Pigs crisis, when fear is consuming our nation.

Marker 2: Dedicate my life to God: At age 16, the Spirit of God floods my soul. I am brought closer to God in my walk of faith. I purposely choose to follow Him. This happens at Pilot Lake Camp. I can’t stop weeping. My heart is overcome. I pray from my heart. I give my life to God at this point. I never look back.

I Give Up Doing it My Way to Do it God’s Way.

Marker 3: Surrender to God: At age 46, during a year of across-the-board painful upheaval in my life. My husband has left me. I go through a painful separation and divorce. During this difficult year I take stock of my spiritual life and decide it can’t go on as it has been going. I am full of pain. I give it all to God and trust Him for the rest. I ask God to change me. I enter a transformational process that includes inner healing and freeing.

Marker 4: Minister with a Message: At age 54, I intention to develop my inter-personal, writing, and speaking skills. I seek opportunities to share what God is teaching me. I come to a point where I realize it is time to speak of what God had done and is doing in me. I don’t feel ready or adequate, but I am willing and trust God to be my adequacy. Sharing my thoughts on God–how one can have an intimate relationship with Him–is a burning desire within me. I share my testimony of pain and healing in church, even the ugly parts (audio recording here).

I Discover My Calling

Marker 5: Fulfill my Calling: At age 57, I consecrate myself to God’s purpose and calling on my life. I come to a “Y” in the road: Pursue ministry vs. my Professional employment. This is an intense, confusing time with lots of stress in my teaching career. I ask strong people in the Lord about difficult choices they have made. I am impressed that God has a calling on my life and that I should be about my Father’s business. I retire from teaching (and security) and look to the future. I embrace God fully, intentionally, unconditionally. I let the rest go.

Since then I have been writing and speaking my message. It is a passion with me.

I Write and Speak My Message

I do what God calls me to do. No, it is not an easy or comfortable path. Yes, it is a divine plan by a divine God for a divine purpose. That makes it a worthwhile endeavor that could also be said in this way, “a perfect plan by a perfect God for a perfect purpose.” He perfects the offering as He wills, and I get to be a part of that. It is an amazing mystery of which I don’t come close to understanding. God uses imperfect people for His perfect plan. Wow!

My story is not your story. Your markers have similarities and differences to mine. Your life has a purpose that is unique to you. God also has a calling on your life. This is your destiny. Want to fulfill your destiny? Seek God with your whole being. In time you will know what and how God intends to use you. The key is to follow God with your heart, mind, and soul. He enables what He calls us to do. That is where the wisdom of God comes in. God knows what He is doing and we do not. Trust Him for the journey.

Nothing is wasted in God’s kingdom.


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