Healing the Divide: Recovering Christianity’s Mystic Roots (Resource Publications, 2013)

This verse sums up this book, “Draw near to God and He will draw near to you,” James 4:8 (NKJV). Amos Smith has written a tome to drive home a much-needed and oft-desired message directed to the passionate believer in Christ. It is his purpose to help the reader discover and then ignite a living, breathing relationship with Jesus. This book could be titled, The Jesus Paradox, since the theme throughout this book centers on Jesus Christ, the Divine (uppercase) God and the human (lowercase) man wrapped up in one God-being.

This writing demonstrates much passion by the author for his subject. Smith’s journey of faith took years to solidify, but it eventually led him to find something that deeply resonated with him, it was an honest search, which was found in the real, living aspects of Christianity. Smith’s search led him to read the Alexandrian mystics who lived during the middle ages and then on to an understanding and appreciation of Oriental Orthodox mysticism. What he found in their writings is a belief that is rich and real and, according to the author, fully centered on the God-plus-human, Jesus, a fully Divine person. The richness he found is shared in this work with an emphasis on centering prayer, which is the part I love the most. He goes on to share how centering prayer and silent presence with God is part of the daily spiritual pursuit and beckons the Christ-follower to discover a deeper level of  spiritual understanding–what it is to have a close relationship with God.

To be honest here, I had some trouble with the author’s take on fundamentalism and traditional approaches to creation and biblical tenants. I thought it a bit harsh and over-stated, maybe even somewhat blaming. My reaction had a basis. Quite frankly, I have some fundamentalist background and I first-hand know the label doesn’t fit many of the good and kind people caught within its limiting framework. The more I read his book, though, the more I could understand what it is that he dislikes about religion that over-emphasizes the system rather than the heart of belief. I could say the problem is when religious form overtakes spiritual process, where rigid beliefs hinder rather than grow an intimate spiritual life, which often is Pharisaical. True seeking of God is where one is able to find a living relationship with Him. This will take a letting go of barriers to belief that inhibit rather than grow faith. Fundamentalism can be a part of any rigid religious stance that fails to embrace Jesus and His living Presence, and thus, consequently, fails to change the heart. The point is well-taken. Spiritual life is about Jesus.

Disappointments, Giving & Learning

Sometimes I look back at my life and see a trail of disappointments. Then I turn it around and see small and big steps forward and a scattering of accomplishments that made for a miracle, those achievements and graces that came through effort and blessing. I used to be afraid to speak up and had little or no confidence. It no longer hinders me. Unsettling self-doubt is still present, but I can get beyond it now.

imageThe secret is to never stop learning and growing (and loving, and giving, and so forth). Never, never stop.

It is best to reach out of your shell to embrace living rather than to self-protect and close up.

I have come to the conclusion that life really is about giving. Giving cannot be measured by standards of success. Even giving can be for all the wrong reasons. But quiet giving that doesn’t draw attention to itself, giving from the heart, produces miracles all around us. Some of us are those miracles that someone else contributed to in some special way.

A few weeks ago I went to a retirement dinner for a teacher of special education students. There were times in my career when I went to her for advice. Her advice was spot-on and stayed with me throughout my teaching career. During open mic I spoke up and gave her credit where credit is due. She contributed to my life in ways she might not have realized. And, so, the giving I received from her was in the best interest of the students, and it also had a positive affect on me.

I learned the value of choice from her. Instead of giving an ultimatum to a difficult student (you do this or else!!!), two choices are stated. Choice 1) What will happen if they complete the task or behavior expected. Choice 2) what will happen if they choose to not follow, or disregard the expectation. Then it puts the onus on the child. . .and the teacher MUST follow through. This removes the need for confrontation, which can happen with oppositional behavior (they will argue and not back down until you wield a punishment you can’t deliver on…this never works).

Disappointments will always be there. If we have learned from them then we have grown.

And that’s saying something.