I’m going to take a monstrous break and just share a few thoughts as they come to me.

First-I’m enjoying my walks, every day walks, just like I did two to four years ago and beyond. It feels especially good to breathe in the air, look around me, at the trees, sky, moon, homes, and whatever. I love looking and listening, feeling and breathing. God made this world, and He did it swell. Sometimes I pray when I’m walking. There is so much to tell Him: thanks, praise, and joy. I stay to the positive when I’m walking.

Second-Some of my family is near me, and I’m blessed. My third son, Forrest, is finished with his Mercy Ship (similar) adventure. What a fine time he had. My first son, Josh, is here. Right now he is going to college and also participates in the Air Force reserves. LaVonne is quite busy with her family of nine. I go over once a week for dinner. She is quite gifted in making unusual dishes, which I love! Second son, Thomas, lives in Texas but comes here frequently (he’s my computer and whatever helper)…. Glori (my last child) and Mitch are busy redoing my Chico home and working. They plan to live in my home once they’re finished. She just finished her bachelor’s degree. She plans to go on to get a Master’s Degree.

Third-I’m doing lots of reading!!! All the books I’ve read before, but it’s been a while. Every day I read a portion in a C.S. Lewis book, and two other books. I take time while I read because I am absorbing the authors’ points. I am enjoying them but I am also applying what strikes me. I have so many books, but it’s been quite some time since I’ve read them. I’m also reading again Love Revolution: Rediscovering the Lost Command of Jesus by Gaylord Enns (a truly remarkable book). God has a lot to teach, refresh, and uplift my soul. Truly, it is an invigorating time.

Fourth-Reading God’s Word is a habit I had before my stroke. Now I’m getting back into the habit. This time I’m reading in Psalms, Proverbs and Mark. I take the time to absorb what I am reading, and that’s a powerful good thing. The Psalms always speak to me. Proverbs keeps me on track. And Mark refreshes me and puts me into the story. I try to imagine being literally there in the gospel when Jesus is speaking to the people. I love it. I cherish the lessons. I’m challenged. God convicts to me. There is much more He wants me to see and believe.

Fifth-Praying is a daily exercise. I used to pray frequently. I’m taking it up again. I love to pray but I couldn’t pray when my stroke took my voice and my will with it away. It feels especially good to talk to God again. I hope that I will continue to get better to make my path one that is close to my Father again. I know He understands. I trust Him. Obey Him. Follow Him. Listen to Him. He is a particularly and meaningful good Father.

Sixth-Cooking at lunchtime is a challenging occupation. You see, I was barely cooking when my stroke hit. Then I couldn’t cook worth a darn after I sat on the shelf. I couldn’t, or didn’t; I’m not sure which. Now that my sons are here, I cook a meal at lunch time for whoever is here. That sounds easy, but it’s not. Regardless, I’m getting back into the swing of it.

So you see, I’m getting back to normal. After months of sitting of the couch just looking at YouTube videos, I am taking myself on a journey back to my old self! I’m still not driving very much. We’ll wait and see if that happens. If not, LaVonne is quite willing to take me around where I need to go. I am very blessed.

So, there you have it. I’m glad I’m back. I almost quit, but I didn’t. I hope you are doing fine. God is truly a most stupendous manager. I am thankful for Him. Be happy.