I was in the midst of sorrowing, my heart unhappy and sad. An unusual occurrence made the day brighter. I share it with you. From 2008.
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A dried out baby rose in a clear vase sits with several companion blooms in a dark corner. For close to a month they sat on my kitchen counter until I relegated them to the top shelf of a bookcase out of sight. They signified a memory meaningful only to me and were losing some of their beauty. Once in awhile, I would look at the tiny blossoms, fragile petals in variegated pink hues, the last bouquet from a friend whom had been dear to me.
A glance would transport me back to better days when life seemed to have more promise, more joy.
Over the course of the ensuing months, on occasion I would look at the roses to see if there were any changes or if they should be cast in the awaiting waste basket. They remained the same, still-life, heads down. I couldn’t bring myself to toss them out. I missed my friend, a sliver of sorrow would clutch my heart, and I wished life had given a different outcome.
Then one day as I finished having a lengthy time alone with God and was getting ready to go on with my day, a heaviness in my heart making the day seem dark, when something arrested my attention. A small whisper came to me, entering into my thoughts, “Go look at the flowers.” I gathered myself from the place where I sat and entered the room. The dried roses were there, the same as always. Nothing had changed. I walked closer to them, carefully removing the vase off the high shelf as I looked intently at the dried petals.
I noticed some dust particles and a few miniscule webs crisscrossing their delicate heads.
The whisper spoke again and said, “See the one that’s not drooping down? Look at it.” Sure enough, there was one rose in the center of the bouquet with its dried blossom looking out and slightly up. The other roses were drooping in quiet deadness. “Its name is Hope.” The thought quickly framed itself in my mind, and I focused on that one uplifted bloom reaching high to elevate its head.
Tears welled up in my eyes as I gently replaced the vase. “Flowers having names?” the question floated through my thoughts. “Do you think the Creator names His creations?” I mused to myself as I returned to my tasks. My spirits lifted, and I felt lighter. I was encouraged by a dried up little flower that had the good fortune to be named, Hope. Its message became mine. There is always hope.
Throughout the day I thought about hope, hope during those times when we are in need, and hope when all is right in our lives.
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Today I needed its strength, its reminder. My eyes searched for it, rested a moment, to see its little face looking up. Reassured, I went on with my day, a small element of peace settling my feelings of discomfort. Yes, it offers me a small blessing in the complicated thoughts of my day. I am thankful for my little gift, my encourager that helps me refocus when hard moments come my way. I still have my vase of blooms, one move and six years later.
Hope is a sweet blessing who never loses her hope.
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